Friday, June 24, 2005
{ 1:10 AM }
somehow i feel that i'm putting on a mask everyday to lead ma life..i hate my family.. i'm trying my best to love my father but i just couldn't do it,i can say i love my mum,my sister[only one,even though i've two] sometimes i feel that i shouldn't be in this family,but f*cked up feeling i have..my mom has favouritism on ma other sis..my father doesn't care at all..and i have is my grandma who doesn't even know who am i ... My family has never attended mass together expect for my grandfather's funeral mass.. what da hell !! i'm just so sad.. that my family hardly sits down together to have a proper meal expect for reunion dinner on new years eve..what catholic ger am i, i don't even practice what i learn in church..s0bs
Sometimes i do envy my friends who has a complete family which will do things together as a family.. my family is just like a incomplete jigsaw puzzle..it will never be completed .... and it will never be in the next ten yrs..He heard the preacher say
"A single dime could feed
A hungry boy or girl with
Nothing to eat"
So he pulled a dollar
From the pocket of his jeans
He asked his Mama
"How many will this feed?"
She just smiled when she told him ten
He reached back in again
"What if I give all I have
What will that gift do?"
"My child a gift like that could change the world
Could feed a multitude!"
He didn't close his eyes or turn away
I can see him standing tall
He saw the need and I can hear him say
"What if I give all?"
Three birthday dollars could of bought a special toy
But he reminds of a nothing little boy
Who gave to Jesus a gift of fish and bread
I wonder if he said?
"What if I give all I have
What will that gift do?"
"My child a gift like that could change the world
Could feed a multitude!"
He didn't close his eyes or turn away
I can see him standing tall
He saw the need and I can hear him say
"What if I give all?"
Long ago, a Father and His Son
Saw the children lost in sin
Can you see the tears in Father's eyes
As Jesus says to him?
"What if I give all I have
What will that gift do?"
"My son that gift will change the world
It will feed the multitude"
"So what if I give all I have
What will that gift do?
My child a gift like that could change the world
It could feed a multitude
We cannot close our eyes and turn away
When we hear his spirit call
We see the need, now let him hear us say
"What if I give all?
What if I give all?"