Thursday, October 06, 2005
{ 6:51 PM }
oh man, guess ma life gonna change man i swear.I never expected things to be this way i swear.05/10/2005 was like my dream come true can. Suddenly he was like this close to me,we were like so damn close can. I swear that i wasn't drunk and i was really conscious about what i said and what i did but i really not sure if i would regret in whatever i had did. All i wanted is to be with him as long as i can but time didn't allow us to do that. Seriously i tried to forget him as long as i could but i can't. coz i just noe that i really had fallen too deep..too deep that no one can help me to get out of this shit. Is it the end for the both of us?? I hope not.Because i'm fear of losing him, really !! now that i've found him,i'm afraid to love him and now that i've loved him, i'm afraid that i might lose him ..